收到的讯息~

今天本来应该高兴的。但是因为某件事让我很矛盾了。高兴是因为老师没有扣我的分让我有20分在握。但是却因为一封讯息而感到非常的无奈。难道我还是喜欢着她？说实话，要不是他的那封讯息，我还真得差点都忘了她是谁。她的问题让我无法回答。我到底心里在想着什么？她是因为看了我的blog而发讯息给我的？我不是很懂，也不敢问。因为我的blog又不能阻止别人进来的，我唯一能做的就是尽量不要去想她问我的东西。虽然说她的问题我很好的回答了，但是我还是有点矛盾，矛盾我给的答案是不是我真真的答案，矛盾着自己是不是真的会欺骗自己。
如果你真的是看到我的blog才sms我的，那我想告诉你，你的问题和我给的答案都让我感到非常的矛盾。对不起。希望你如果真的看到，请不要问我同样的问题好吗？我真的不想回答这样的问题~

快要三点了~也真的很深了~为何我还很有精神？我真的很想睡了~明天我上课肯定打瞌睡了~

As Usual~

As Usual, weekend for me is gaming time~ I dunno when and why I make my weekend become my gaming time~ Really not a good habit. I think U all should not learn it from me. For gaming, I still can remember what my fren has ask me," Why all ppl play jester(name of the game char) but u wan to play assasin(name of the game char) that less ppl play." I really suffer with my answer. What should I tell him? I should tell him becuz I cant fight wif other? Mean I cant play better than other so I ned to play assasin that less ppl to compare wif me. I think not this reason I play assasin. I think I got my own position why I play this char. I think I like the challenge. All say this is the hard lvling job. But I think I should play and prove to my fren that there is nth mean hard for me. I like the road that not taken by other ppl. I like that feel. Mysterious.

Juz now b4 write this post, I have msn with someone I long time din msn with. I feel happy that she still knowing who is me. I am happy becuz I still nv giv up on her. But she oredi giv up me. Asking me to giv up. Hope that time can cure everything. Nv nv have to forget her but still wil live in happiness. Hope I can do this.

Haiz.... Time for me to study le... better go study awhile den go sleep le. She wil nv choi me again if I giv up myself bcuz of her. Stop here la~ ^^

Nub nub~

today I have skip two class already. Why I skipped? All also because of lazy. I feel very sleepy wen wake up early in the morning. And I try my best to go for bath-ing. after bath I lie on my bed again. What I have done is I fall sleep again. Really shit!!! Why I so so lazy de? reli noob la... 2day no other thing that happen to me, but I feel so weird becuause chun still din reply us weather he succeed in chasing ejane or not. Really hope he will succeed after hear my advise lo. Hehe... Hope everyone who have beloved girl aslo can togather in the end. Hope they wil not like me. Gain nothing in this two year.

Haha~forget 1 thing. I will keep in my blog. this thing I already tell pkh le. Hope if really got anything happen to me, he will not forget to help me. Hope all the info I give to him he wil remember till the day really got something happen to me. PKH dun forget what I talk to you in msn o.O... Abo I become what aslo wil not 放过你 de. Thx PKH for hear so many nonsense from me...

Happy Birthday My beloved Brother~

今天是弟弟的生日。生日快了咯~很遗憾的今年不能在他身日的那一天陪他了。但是我和姐在星期六晚上陪了弟。不懂弟弟会不会感觉到不高兴的。因为我们有的节目好像不多。而且说好要去看戏的却到最后因为买不到票而不看了。但其实我们有买票的，只是jimmy他太迟恢复我们的电话了。害到我们被burn了我们RM48元的戏票。哈哈~不过还好他请我们吃了。但还是有点不好意思，因为他请我们吃大概RM11x哦。我们之前也还是网上游戏的朋友而已呢。不过他人蛮好的，没什么计较。谢谢你哦，jimmy！

And now I wan say thx you to Riku-Chan. thx you for accompany us for whole day and overnite wif us. Reli feel thx to you. Although you is malay and we onli know each other through game but now we are real life friend. When with you, we can feel joy and happiness. Riku-Chan oso accompany we go to Time Square by walking from Hang Tuah. Then We walk together to Paviliaon. Got a bit siao but the way we take are full of happiness. And the road we taken make us know each other more.Thx you Riku-Chan for accompany us...

This Is KL View Point wer Jimmy bring us to.. Have a nice view to see KL...This is my Brother cake... Soli for din prepare cake for u..Lastly this is the KL view from KL view point..

thx you all of you who accompany us on tis day...
I feel appreciate to know you all..
Thx who giv me opportinuty to know them.

幸福的周末~

这周末真的非常的幸福。妈咪过来了，星期五妈咪就到达了KL但是我因为有点迟才到家所以就没有过去找妈咪了。但第二天早上却给妈咪的电话铃声吵醒了~虽然多么不愿意被吵醒，但是这同电话的幸福程度要比睡觉来得更高。整个星期六就都在陪着妈咪逛街，虽然走到脚有点累，但是那感觉真的很幸福。好久好久没有配妈咪逛街了咯~过后我们一起用餐，早餐、午餐甚至是晚餐我们都一起用了~到了晚上，最幸福的时候到来了，妈咪如往常的一样要我们早一点上床睡觉。我懂妈咪的用意，这样我们就可以在睡之前的那一刻多聊聊了。我们聊了好多关于我来KL以后的事情。因为上一次双亲节后，来KL过后就很少很少和妈咪好好聊了。

妈咪刚刚才搭巴士回家了。真的很想妈咪可以和我们一起住。我懂这很难但我还是会很想家的。家可以给我们温暖，那种感觉在哪里都不可能找得到的。妈咪，好想你哦~

dunno My stlye again la~

erk~ feel so sad again~ I have a nightmare and now cant sleep liao~ I haved dream about that my teeth all gone. Walao, so scary nia. Just want to be like de children song sing de "ingin nak makan jagung, tapi sayang gigi tak ade'?? I cant imagine that without teeth de jagung. The most thing that make me scare is not because I dream about my teeth all gone, but is about I failed my study. I oredi get a bad result for last sem. Feel sad oredi, den come this dream make me more scary again. I promise all I wil get a good result for this sem de. I dun wan to juz get a pass only. I wan to be a good good student. Hope I wil always remember my promise. Hope that nth can chg my mind again. I am not so easily affected by other factor again. I wil br myself, and I like to be myself.

妈咪生我出来就是要我以后可以好好报答她们的。我希望今天的噩梦不会出现了咯~

别人伤心时我总是在担心~但是我伤心时不懂会不会有人在担心~所以不想这事发生我就得努力了咯~JAGUNG加油加油了咯~

生日快乐~

我的生日过得好平凡。但是我很喜欢这种的生日，因为平凡所以开心。在生日当天的凌晨12点正，我竟然收到我最意想不到的讯息。不是讯息的问题，而是发送者讯息的人。我完全没有想到她会记得我的生日，而且也完全不敢相信那天她陪我聊天了。可是本来很想要第一个发给我的人却在15分钟后才发给我，但预 料中的事啦。今天我做到了通宵打dota来庆祝我的生日。早上又到佛教会去帮忙佛学班，做了满有意义的事。回到家就忍不住去小睡，直到接到电话说sm^^ 会来找我才醒起来等她的到来。真的很谢谢她送我的礼物。过后，凯森就到我的家来了。他真的越来越像我的弟弟了。本来一开始我没有plan要做party 的。但是泽杭他call我看看要不要去nasmir。妈咪就突然间问我要不要买一个蛋糕过去。就这样，我就觉得不如约他们过来我家不就更好咯。就这样的开 始约了一些人过来我家咯。但是也是一个很小很小的生日会了咯。虽然在凌晨12点正发讯息给我的那个她因为家里有点事情不能够过来有点遗憾，但是这生日会时 有和她通电话，所以也蛮开心的了。生日会的当时，我的她也来了。虽然有点迟，但是有来好过没来了咯。等她来到时妈咪也回来了，所以就开始唱生日歌了咯。感 觉正的很开心，谢谢你们的祝福。回家时，我也把要送她的礼物给了她。希望她会喜欢啦。

我的生日蛋糕

吹蜡烛咯~
妈咪笑得好开心噢~弟弟妈咪还有我最爱的表弟~
可惜少了爸爸和姐姐~谢谢你们来参加我的生日party咯~