小王子~~

我看完了这本书~
终于看完了咯~
有时间有机会介绍你们咯~
现在是该睡觉的时候了咯~
哈哈~~
大家晚安咯~~

今天的杰作~

今天做的杰作~
出来的声音有点点沙但终算可以成功的装出来咯~
哈哈~
好高兴咯~
终于学会如何弄一个amplifier了咯~
希望我的lab report可以尽快赶完咯~

答案~

得到结果了咯~
看来是我多想了咯~
哈哈~
不过我满意了~
从现在开始只有学业没有其它的了~

终于打出第一步~

今天我终于踏出第一步啦~我懂之前是我的错，但是今天我大出第一步了咯。她已经有了，我不该在这个时候多加一脚的。但是我已经踏出了那一步，已经没有得到退出的那一步。我懂我那样做会令她为难，但是要是她够坚定的话，或许今天我的这一步纯粹是无聊的一步。
这要看他怎样回应了。要是她不确定她需要的是什么，那她现在肯定在挣扎着要如何是好。这我想对你说声真的很抱歉。要不是今天我的这一步我看你还是回国的很开心。都是我不好，每次都让你受苦了。要是我可以的话，我肯定会补回之前我错过的。我一定会加倍的还会给你。不过，您的决定我都会尊重。绝对不会致以你的决定。
对不起，今天真的让你受苦了咯。我很不好意思。我知道我不应该在这个时候告诉你这决定，不改者这时候影响你。
可能是我想太多了咯。或许一切都不会改变。期待您的答案。我会给你回应的~~

今天的对话~

不懂为什么，几时开始，我和她的对话变得好多了咯~或许她说的对，把她当成朋友我们会有更好的关系。这我很清楚，但是我不甘心。为何每一次都要你们帮我做决定。第一个的说她第一次和喜欢读书的拍拖，怕她自己拖累我，就一年多出一点点的时间，她帮我做了决定。决定离开我。为什么就不能多多了解我了才做决定呢？为什么一定要冒然帮我做决定呢？难道我觉得能你也不会相信我？现在的呢，她帮我做决定要我追回之前的一个。之前拿一个比她美，比她好。这就是她的理由，又是擅自帮我做决定。说实话不管是谁，我喜欢的就是她。我不喜欢就不喜欢，不管多喜欢，不管多爱，不管有没有后悔，现在喜欢的就不会是之前的一位。虽然在夜间会想后悔。不过这我都不会做。

我自己是没什么主见，但是我想要的东西我还懂得去争取。你们做的决定我心领了。表面不像要饭你们但是内心不是那样想。你不懂不要紧，我会找你的意识去做但我不会再伤害任何人。或许欺骗你是最好的办法，这样可能会伤害到自己，伤害到你。但要是谎话一旦在我的心里就没人会懂了咯。

她每次都说我懂的。其实我不像要懂得的。只不过我真的太了解她了。她想要怎样做什么，我都会懂。哈哈~

不说了咯~再说下去可能她又要翻脸了咯~

爱，有好多种方法~
放弃也是一种爱她的证明~
我会那么做的~你不要怕~
有一天，我们会有纯友谊的~

Nice Nice Day~

Haha~ Today, I didn`t feel my computer got any wrong again. Maybe the solution I use have seen de effect. I like this result. Hopefully, this will last long. If this is my only luck, I hope my luck still can get on when she will accept me.

Why she done this to me? Haha~ maybe need to ask why I so cruel to her. Now feel very sorry to her but wan to say excuse to her? I think I cant do it. Just left it be. Maybe someday she wil saw this and realise that what I have talking here is for her. Then she sure will forgive me. Cause thing happen between us just a small problem. It seem like want to happen but lastly it end out with smoke. Mean nothing happen and nobody know this thing happen before.

Feel so boring also today. But some happy thing happen is I have play my game and up till 10% of the experience. So it need more 90% to go for a level. Hope I can do it. If I can do it it will make me more happy after losing her in my life.

ok~ until hera I end ups my blog. Wants to take a quick naps. Or maybe a long sleep is more suitable for me now. I should focus more on sleeping and studying. But the problem is can I make it? If I cant make it, what should I do to success my lifestlye? I think I need to have a small change in my life.

Lastly, Good nite and thamks you all for the wish.

P/s : My computer is nothing worng now, hope it can last long.

Very bored de day~~

haiz~~~ Nth to do~ maybcount 123456789 and so on is the only thing I can do. But I dun think that I will do it. Study? more bored life if I study now. Just now just finish my 10 question of math tutorial. What the result is I use almost 2 hour more to finish it. The thing that teach in lecture hall is nonsense for me. May be I wil remember what my lecturer teach for a day but not for a week? Why is that my attitude of learning is so bad? Because I got something worried me? Or I can let something go away?

Nothing is impossible. But wat is possible for me to do now? Keep on lifestlye like now? Keep on write nonsense essay then study? I don`t think so. But the real thing happen now is I din got mood to study. They say this week got electromagnetics test. What the hell? I stil don`t noe wat is tis subject well. Lecturer all assume we know. Then when tutorial class juz gi answer to us. Then how we learn? By ourselves? (reli zzzzz)

Now my computer seem like very normal. But I dun think that if I close and on again, everything wil be ok. I am so scare to close my computer now. Half more hour I wish I can start my journey to my sister house but all just a plan. I need to make sure that my computer is ok just I wil close it. 3 times of scanning using avira antivirus. 2 times of scanning using kaspersky antivirus, the result come out: no file affected. But is that if the files is affected and cann`t scan by this 2 antivirus? I heard that kapersky is the world 2nd ranking antivirus. But I use it trial version. Still wil be the same? Haha~~ Nevermind, I think is time to make it. I should close now and see wat it wil happen when I open it in my sister house. Hopefully I stil can write 1 more essay tonight. If u see me tonight, mean my compputer is ok. Thanks for your wish~ haha~