01.08.09

马来西亚，
一个很好听的名字，
一个很好的国家，
我很喜欢这名，
我也爱这名，
一个在外国人眼里和平的国家，
一个在外国人眼里和谐的国家，
一个在外国人眼里遥不可及的国家，

遥不可及不是因为科技，
而是它的和平,
但
现在的马来西亚还和平吗？
现在的马来西亚还是多元种族和谐的国家吗？

这问题看来我们都必须检讨，
着国家对我来说非常的重要，
因为它是我土生土长的国家，
在未来我还是会为它为傲，
但现在的我好担心它的未来。

马来西亚变了，
不再是以前那个单纯的马来西亚，
是不是因为管理层换了？
是不是因为新经济政策改了？
还是我们的心态变了？
答案大家都心知肚明吧~

是好像我朋友说的，
一个人的改变会照成社会、马来西亚的改变吗？
那要如何改正呢？
心态要通过什么管道呢？
PLKN？教育？

但好多好多都因为国家的成长改了，
这是件好事吗？
真得不懂，
真得好怕，
马来西亚最后会是怎样了~

刚刚看了关于马来西亚司法的问题，
看了警察如何审问犯人的情景，
很想放上来但真得不想在我这里加入此暴力的东西，
不想一上来就看到如此的东西。

我爱这国家，
但它还爱我吗？
它要改变到什么程度？

希望我们可以恢复以前开报纸有七成不是政治新闻的时候，
希望我爱的马来西亚会像其他发展国家那样健康成长，
我爱您，马来西亚~

不久将会是您52岁的生日了，
您52岁的生日一定要许这个愿望咯~
愿马来西亚变回以前那样和平相处的国家，经济也很好很好~

永远都爱您，马来西亚~^_^






p/s:暴力的短篇就不放了，但你们要是有兴趣就可以浏览 http://keykok.blogspot.com/2009/08/blog-post.html
看看盛传嫌犯被执法人员殴打片段。

收到的讯息~

今天本来应该高兴的。但是因为某件事让我很矛盾了。高兴是因为老师没有扣我的分让我有20分在握。但是却因为一封讯息而感到非常的无奈。难道我还是喜欢着她？说实话，要不是他的那封讯息，我还真得差点都忘了她是谁。她的问题让我无法回答。我到底心里在想着什么？她是因为看了我的blog而发讯息给我的？我不是很懂，也不敢问。因为我的blog又不能阻止别人进来的，我唯一能做的就是尽量不要去想她问我的东西。虽然说她的问题我很好的回答了，但是我还是有点矛盾，矛盾我给的答案是不是我真真的答案，矛盾着自己是不是真的会欺骗自己。
如果你真的是看到我的blog才sms我的，那我想告诉你，你的问题和我给的答案都让我感到非常的矛盾。对不起。希望你如果真的看到，请不要问我同样的问题好吗？我真的不想回答这样的问题~

快要三点了~也真的很深了~为何我还很有精神？我真的很想睡了~明天我上课肯定打瞌睡了~

As Usual~

As Usual, weekend for me is gaming time~ I dunno when and why I make my weekend become my gaming time~ Really not a good habit. I think U all should not learn it from me. For gaming, I still can remember what my fren has ask me," Why all ppl play jester(name of the game char) but u wan to play assasin(name of the game char) that less ppl play." I really suffer with my answer. What should I tell him? I should tell him becuz I cant fight wif other? Mean I cant play better than other so I ned to play assasin that less ppl to compare wif me. I think not this reason I play assasin. I think I got my own position why I play this char. I think I like the challenge. All say this is the hard lvling job. But I think I should play and prove to my fren that there is nth mean hard for me. I like the road that not taken by other ppl. I like that feel. Mysterious.

Juz now b4 write this post, I have msn with someone I long time din msn with. I feel happy that she still knowing who is me. I am happy becuz I still nv giv up on her. But she oredi giv up me. Asking me to giv up. Hope that time can cure everything. Nv nv have to forget her but still wil live in happiness. Hope I can do this.

Haiz.... Time for me to study le... better go study awhile den go sleep le. She wil nv choi me again if I giv up myself bcuz of her. Stop here la~ ^^

Nub nub~

today I have skip two class already. Why I skipped? All also because of lazy. I feel very sleepy wen wake up early in the morning. And I try my best to go for bath-ing. after bath I lie on my bed again. What I have done is I fall sleep again. Really shit!!! Why I so so lazy de? reli noob la... 2day no other thing that happen to me, but I feel so weird becuause chun still din reply us weather he succeed in chasing ejane or not. Really hope he will succeed after hear my advise lo. Hehe... Hope everyone who have beloved girl aslo can togather in the end. Hope they wil not like me. Gain nothing in this two year.

Haha~forget 1 thing. I will keep in my blog. this thing I already tell pkh le. Hope if really got anything happen to me, he will not forget to help me. Hope all the info I give to him he wil remember till the day really got something happen to me. PKH dun forget what I talk to you in msn o.O... Abo I become what aslo wil not 放过你 de. Thx PKH for hear so many nonsense from me...

Happy Birthday My beloved Brother~

今天是弟弟的生日。生日快了咯~很遗憾的今年不能在他身日的那一天陪他了。但是我和姐在星期六晚上陪了弟。不懂弟弟会不会感觉到不高兴的。因为我们有的节目好像不多。而且说好要去看戏的却到最后因为买不到票而不看了。但其实我们有买票的，只是jimmy他太迟恢复我们的电话了。害到我们被burn了我们RM48元的戏票。哈哈~不过还好他请我们吃了。但还是有点不好意思，因为他请我们吃大概RM11x哦。我们之前也还是网上游戏的朋友而已呢。不过他人蛮好的，没什么计较。谢谢你哦，jimmy！

And now I wan say thx you to Riku-Chan. thx you for accompany us for whole day and overnite wif us. Reli feel thx to you. Although you is malay and we onli know each other through game but now we are real life friend. When with you, we can feel joy and happiness. Riku-Chan oso accompany we go to Time Square by walking from Hang Tuah. Then We walk together to Paviliaon. Got a bit siao but the way we take are full of happiness. And the road we taken make us know each other more.Thx you Riku-Chan for accompany us...

This Is KL View Point wer Jimmy bring us to.. Have a nice view to see KL...This is my Brother cake... Soli for din prepare cake for u..Lastly this is the KL view from KL view point..

thx you all of you who accompany us on tis day...
I feel appreciate to know you all..
Thx who giv me opportinuty to know them.

幸福的周末~

这周末真的非常的幸福。妈咪过来了，星期五妈咪就到达了KL但是我因为有点迟才到家所以就没有过去找妈咪了。但第二天早上却给妈咪的电话铃声吵醒了~虽然多么不愿意被吵醒，但是这同电话的幸福程度要比睡觉来得更高。整个星期六就都在陪着妈咪逛街，虽然走到脚有点累，但是那感觉真的很幸福。好久好久没有配妈咪逛街了咯~过后我们一起用餐，早餐、午餐甚至是晚餐我们都一起用了~到了晚上，最幸福的时候到来了，妈咪如往常的一样要我们早一点上床睡觉。我懂妈咪的用意，这样我们就可以在睡之前的那一刻多聊聊了。我们聊了好多关于我来KL以后的事情。因为上一次双亲节后，来KL过后就很少很少和妈咪好好聊了。

妈咪刚刚才搭巴士回家了。真的很想妈咪可以和我们一起住。我懂这很难但我还是会很想家的。家可以给我们温暖，那种感觉在哪里都不可能找得到的。妈咪，好想你哦~

dunno My stlye again la~

erk~ feel so sad again~ I have a nightmare and now cant sleep liao~ I haved dream about that my teeth all gone. Walao, so scary nia. Just want to be like de children song sing de "ingin nak makan jagung, tapi sayang gigi tak ade'?? I cant imagine that without teeth de jagung. The most thing that make me scare is not because I dream about my teeth all gone, but is about I failed my study. I oredi get a bad result for last sem. Feel sad oredi, den come this dream make me more scary again. I promise all I wil get a good result for this sem de. I dun wan to juz get a pass only. I wan to be a good good student. Hope I wil always remember my promise. Hope that nth can chg my mind again. I am not so easily affected by other factor again. I wil br myself, and I like to be myself.

妈咪生我出来就是要我以后可以好好报答她们的。我希望今天的噩梦不会出现了咯~

别人伤心时我总是在担心~但是我伤心时不懂会不会有人在担心~所以不想这事发生我就得努力了咯~JAGUNG加油加油了咯~